Memories

First of all, those two dogs crack me the hell up. hahahaha

Okay so the title says memories. I have been going through a ton of memories about my mom lately. Sharing them with my husband. He never knew her when she wasn't "sick".

So...he never knew the woman who laughed her ass off at things, or the woman who would horse around with us, the woman who played practical jokes all the dang time. Unfortunately, he knew how fierce she loved, but he knew her as in pain, and angry and not laughing much. So...I try to share how she was with him. He gets really tickled by it.

I also thought that some of these stories were so dang funny that maybe I would share some with you.

My mother got divorced after 14 years of marriage. I was 6 and Alekx was 13. She moved us from southern Az, to northern, near her dad and step mom. We weren't making ends meet to well, and her baby brother and sister needed a place to stay after college. So...she offered.

We had a three bedroom place. Both me and my sister had our own room. My mom wasn't about to let that get disrupted. So...My aunt (13 years younger than my mom) and her best friend slept on the hide-a-bed in the living room. My uncle (12 years younger than her) brought a little silver, oval camp trailer in the front yard. (you know the one's that look like baked potatoes.) He ate with us and watched t.v. with us, showered inside. But everything else was in his trailer.

I remember besides him working, he was a referee for the high school basketball team. (small town, used volunteers) Well he could only afford one set of ref clothes, so he had the shirt and the shorts. He wore Medium I think. Well he came home from the first game and went. "Dammit my shorts ripped out in the butt, I have to buy a size bigger" So....he bought large. Next game, same thing. So...he bought extra large, again, same thing. So...this six foot four inch skinny man bought 2xl shorts and came out of the back saying "If these rip out I'm gonna hurt somebody" My mom took one look at him and started cracking up. The shorts were massive baggy in the front, and snug in the back. My mom says "Ummm bro, you may be big, but not that big" and was laughing. He was upset to say the least. As he was leaving the house, she says "by the way Einstein the pocket goes in the back not the front."

He had been putting his shorts on backwards from the beginning, and they kept ripping out. I can only imagine what the other ref's where thinking, laughing their asses off.

Which leads me to this little gem of a story, so much a gem that my uncle told it at her memorial. hehehehe

My uncle would always bust in on mom when she was getting dressed or out of the shower and take her picture. It would piss her off so much, and he thought it was the funniest thing. So...mom kept trying to do that back. We have ton's of pics of uncle in a towel or blanket covering him up, he was to dam quick. Well...mom decided to get him back.

He was at work one day, and mom went and got his one and only jock strap, knowing he had to ref a game that night.

She got it wet and put it in the freezer.

And hour later she took it out and dunked it again, then placed it in the freezer in it's position for him to put it on. She did this over and over every hour. Giggling each time she dunked and repositioned the thing.

Uncle comes home and did his usual piss fart around till he would be almost late, then he was hurrying to get dressed. (something she counted on) He started running around the house yelling that he COULDN'T FIND HIS JOCK!!!

Mom goes, "Oh hey while you are up, take a pound of hamburger out of the freezer for me." She waited till he had like 4 minutes to get dressed and up there. He is hollering and opens the freezer to grab the hamburger, and stops dead in his tracks.

He just sorta stares in the freezer for a minute, then in a quite whisper he goes. "OOOOOH you bitch" We all cracked the hell up. Ummm yeah he had to put it on and leave. The screams are legendary. hehehehehehe

Maybe next time I'll tell ya how she went all ninja with some bread. hehehehe

Have a good Thursday everyone.

Day of Randomness

OMG doesn't that picture just make you laugh your tooshie off?? I love it!!!

I'm random today, all over the place. Could be how fuzzy and dizzy the remnants of the pain pills are making me feel this morning. Could be I'm always dizzy. hahahahaha

I'm out of popcorn, so I'm actually eating a pop tart this morning.

I need to get off my ass and go make out checks and pay my bills, but I'm not doing it. I'm dinking on here. lol

I have more dog hair on my couch and floor than I have on my dam dogs. How can they shed two or three times the amount of hair they have and still have a full coat??? dammit.

I have acquired three pairs of sunglasses in the last week and I have no idea who's they are, I haven't had anyone over, but just one morning they were on the floor. Weird.

Kiddo is already asking me when school will be out for the summer.

Kiddo is so addicted to Webkins. Big J got him one, a Koala he named Auzie. To be honest Gigantor and I are addicted to his dam webkins too. It's fun and cute.

I'm following 16 webkins on e-bay right now. I refuse to bid anymore than 2 bucks for one. Some of those bastards are going for 50 bucks or more. gaaaahhhhh

You can't find webkins at walmart here in town, I can't get them here. I don't know how to get him more. Cuz I sure as hell am not spending 50 bucks on one. Not even 10 lmaooooo

Man I need a coffee I.V. today. hahahaha

OMG when did my husband get so hairy?? I mean he's never been "hairy" he had like 10 chest hairs when we got married, and now he has a small patch on his chest (I do not particularly like hairy men) But Dam!!! lately. And not on his body per say, but from the neck up. WTF is that???

I mean he gets fricken 2 inch long eyebrow hairs. I bitch and bitch and he won't trim them so I finally hold him down and trim them myself. Then, he has hair growing on the tops of his ears and out of his ears. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT???? I hold him down and trim those too. But the nose hair I fricken refuse to do.

He grows monsterous nose hair, and I will complain, and then finally yell at him. He refuses to use the multiple nose hair trimmers I have bought him, he says they pull the hair. So...you know what he does, he fricken plucks them. WHAT THE HELL IS THE DIFFERENCE FART KNOCKER????

oh oh oh and yesterday, OMG yesterday. I noticed he has gotten these long ass stray chest hairs that have migrated to like his lower neck region. I got on his case and said, when you shave you have to come down in this area, cuz I don't want these monster things hanging out your shirt.

So he goes, well pluck it. I said, I'm not fucking plucking them, shave the bastards. So...he is standing there (I met him out on the road took him breakfast, so he still had all day to work) He is standing there, and he's trying to pluck them, but he's putting it between his thumbnail and his finger nail. Well.... all it does is curl those fuckers like christmas ribbon you curl with the scissors. So...I start cracking up at him. He says, what's so funny. I then tell him that now he looks like his neck and chin is being attacked by pubic hair. And I drove off.

Okay on that lovely visual I'm gonna go finish my coffee and poptart.

Have a good Wednesday everyone!!!!

Award Time

I got this awesome award from a couple awesome people. I was clicking my way through my blogrol, and I saw that Perposterous Ponderings gave me this award. Then as I kept clicking I found out that so did Special K.

I was so humbled and giddy, I giggled and piddled. What a very special thing, and to be loved by two such wonderful people, with two very wonderful blogs.

Arte Y Pico award: This award was created to be given to bloggers who inspire others with their creativity, and for contributing to the blogging world in whatever medium.

The rules state:
1. You have to pick 5 blogs that you consider deserve this award through creativity, design, interesting material, and also contributes to the blogger community, no matter of language.
2. Each award should have the name of the author with a link to their blog.
3. Award winners have to post the award with the name and link to the blog of the person who gave them the award.
4. Please include a link to the Arte Y Pico blog so that everyone will know where the award came from.

You have to name 5 little known facts about yourself for the meme part of this award.

Lets start with my nominations. I love you all and wanna give it to you all. I wouldn't read ya if I didn't love ya, but hell, I need to pick 5 so here goes.

1. One a Day Photoblog Jules and Si are amazing with the photo's they take. And they post one a day!!! They even have guest photographers. I've had two of my photo's up there. For an blog that doesn't have many visitors, I think it should have thousands. Love ya guys.

2. Mary says Crystal Chick is one of the most amazing blogs that happened to find me. I say find me, cuz she visited my blog first. I went to hers and I've been so happy I did. She is amazingly crafty, making jewelry and wonderful cards. She also makes really beautiful children, who make beautiful grandbabies. And herself and her husband are to die for (pant pant) No wonder the kid and grandkids are so good looking. Check her out if you haven't.

3. Biddie OH I can't say enough about Biddie. She is an amazing woman. The love she has for her family and friends is something to be envious of. Her trials with her baby in the hospital are so heartfelt. You can feel her pain. Yet she is so down to earth and can laugh at herself, and right along with all of us too.

4. Dorko Oh I love Dorko. She only updates her blog once a week or so. Sometimes she is gone longer than that, sometimes she updates a few times a week. But what an amazing woman. I just love her. And she's snarky too. hehehehe

5. Color me complicated Miss Anne is amazing, and I love her. It is hard to find people more smart ass and snarky than I am. She is definatly up there. I admire her strength and compassion to her friends, and those who matter in her family. She is a potty mouth but I adore her potty mouth.

okay there are my nominations. If you didn't see your name it's not cuz I don't love ya, and hell take the dang thing anyway, cuz I love ya all that darn much. hehehehe

Okay on to the 5 facts about me. hmmmm lets see.

1. I write with lizard and fish pens. Quite a few years ago we bought the Kiddo pens that looked like lizards or fish, and he never used them. Now I horde them. I write with them and I dam well love them. If you move my pen or try to write with it. I will cut you!!!!!

2. I play on my son's Webkins account. He got a webkins from his friend big J and I play on it all the dang time. I'm addicted. I want me more webkins but don't know where to get them from.

3. I slap my tummy like I'm playing drums. I do it often and make tunes to it. Everyone things it's weird. Oh well. *sigh*

4. I live in the southwest and desert area and I despise southwestern art or decor.
I would rather gouge my eyes out than have any of it. Although I do own two sandpaintings, but it's because who gave them to me, not because of the southwestern.

5. I like to have my hair pulled. Have the hubby run his fingers through it and pull it lightly. I have a "spot" on the nape of my neck on the right side right at the bottom of the hair line. He could pull those few hairs over and over for hours and I just purrrrr, I would do anything I mean ANYTHING for him to mess with my "spot" hahahahaha

Okay that's enough of a post for today. Hope you all like the award, and have a good Monday all!!!!!

Quick note

Goodmorning!!!!!

Or uggghhhh it's to dam early in the morning!!!

hehehe
Just a quick note.

I got an award by Peposterous Ponderings, and I need to post it and give it, but not today, I don't have it in me today. hahahaha

School has been going okay this week so far. Kiddo and Big J have been walking home. I've been taking them each morning. That may end and I may make them walk both ways soon. hahahaha I'm mean that way.

Gigantor had yesterday off, cuz he has to work this weekend. We did a whole lot of not a god dam thing. We ate a little something, watched a program on t.v., went to the post office, bank and to get half priced sonic drinks. Then we came home and watched a couple more programs that were recorded and dozed off in front of them. Then we made dinner and had it. hahahaha

Well I'm chalked full of boring, so I should go plot my own evil plan and I'll be back soon.

Have a good Thursday everyone!!!!

School Starts Tomorrow ahhhhhhhhhh

That's how I feel about school starting tomorrow. I CAN'T HEAR YOU!!!

Okay you all know I hate having the kiddo go back to school, the getting up early, the him not being here thing. grrrrrr

Well...been a few days since I posted.

On Friday we ran a few errands, ended up with our Nephew (that is kiddo's age) We took the dogs to the vet, and went and got the rat dog her new tags.

We had some leftovers for dinner and took our bad selves to the late movie. I enjoyed it alot, so did everyone else. Hellboy 2. Lots of people didn't like it so I've heard, but I did. Oh well.

Saturday we took Kiddo to a different birthday party, and we did some more running around. We came home and did prep work for the dinner that night. Had aunt and uncle over. And Captain Daddy and our friend D.

We made like spaghetti sauce. I had two types, ground beef with lots of fresh veggies (tons of mushrooms) added. And one with meatballs and just plain spaghetti sauce. Then we did up Penne past (kiddo hates spaghetti noodles) And Kiddo and D had the meatballs, and the rest of us enjoyed the meat with veggies and sauce. We had cheese toast, and a nice green salad and watermelon.

The guys had me open my gifts after that. I got a new (well new to me) oven. One of the flat glass top one's. I've always wanted one of those. Gigantor found it at a storage shed sale for 100 bucks and Captain Daddy bought it for me. It is much better than my old one that had one burner out, a broken bottom drawer and sat crooked. hehehehehe

I also go the new Twilight saga book--Breaking Dawn. The new Kid Rock CD and two movies. Lost boys 2 and The Condemned. And D got me a gift card to a place in town called Gabcorp Games. They have lots of board games and magic cards there. So...it was all nice.

Then yesterday, we got up to Gigantor making breakfast on the new stove (it was so late it wasn't done till noon, so ended up being lunch) We watched half a sci fi movie we recorded but me and Gigantor fell asleep on the couch for a couple hours. After we woke up Kiddo came out of his room (he disappeared in there when we fell asleep) and we finished the movie. Then we made dinner and watched the Lost Boys movie.

I still like the first one better, but this one wasn't to bad. It said it had Angus Southerland in it. Is that Keifers son???? Just curious.

Well one of kiddo's friends--Big J is over today, like one last day of playing their asses off before school starts. I should go and take tags off all his school supplies so we can get them in his back pack.

Hope you all have a great Monday!!!!

Doncha just love that dogs face???

Well doncha??? His face is priceless. I love that!!!

Well Gigantor surprised me. He took today and tomorrow off for my birthday. (which is tomorrow, friday. ahhhhhhhhhh)

I hate the idea of being "older" *sigh*

Today Gigantor got up early and walked with Kiddo and big J to the school (since it's close) and got his schedule, and walked around finding classes and locker and everything. Then they walked home. Gigantor went and bought us breakfast.

We ate, and then got up and got a couple packages put together (cuz the school said the teachers would be in this afternoon to get a supply list)

We then left the house, in August, in Arizona, in the afternoon ( I know we are nucking futs!!!!) We went to the school, no teachers, they said maybe tomorrow.

Went to UPS a package, only to find out that our UPS store closed down in June. Found a place in town that will ship the packages for you (but I have to do it tomorrow cuz I didn't have the addresses with me, cuz they were in the UPS computer)

Checked the mail, hooked up captain daddy's new cable, delivered an avon thing then went on down to walmart.

Now because of my health, and because of how crippled up I am, I haven't been to a store to shop in about 9 months. I can barely get around. Gigantor kept wanting me to go and go on the ridey carts, and I never would cuz I didn't think I could fit into one of those carts. (yup I am fat) duh.

But we decided to try everything we could today. I made it in with my cane and sat down for a few, then I pushed the cart over to the school supplies, and started shopping with the boys. Gigantor disappeared. Part way through the school supplies which are sorta toward the front of the store, I was looking for a bench cuz I wasn't gonna make it.

When out of the blue Gigantor rides up on a ridey cart. He made me try it, and you know what??? I fit. So...in on sense I don't like riding them around, being not so old, and people no matter what stare at any people in carts or any kind of handicapped people, and it pisses me off. But it was soooooooo dam nice to go around and be a part of the shopping. I told Gigantor that I needed to do a bit more of that so I wasn't such a hermit.

We came home, and played with stuff we bought, and then my friend T surprised us and brought over dinner. It was her birthday present for me. It was so yummie, she had put boneless pork steaks (real thick ones) in the crock pot with some seasoning and some bbq sauce. And she baked some potatoes, and had some raw, fresh, organic veggies. And AND!!! brought cup cakes over. hehehehe

It was soooooooo dam good!!!! Gigantor and I had been actually talking about how it had been MONTHS since we had a baked potato and they sounded really good, then she brought some over. hahahaha

Tomorrow Gigantor is walking up to school again with kiddo, maybe try to see some teachers. Then we are gonna run to safeway (we have been getting some food to have a family dinner on Saturday for my birthday) Then I have to go out to the DMV and get my picture on my license new. They said I was to old and needed a new picture. The bastards. hehehehe

Then we have to take the dogs to the vet in the afternoon (nails and rabies shot) And go get new tags for one.

We are also going to go to the late movie, Hellboy 2. We have been wanting to see it real bad. I hate spending full price, but the only discount night is during school, and they are only showing it as a late movie. So I can't do that.

Okay well I have prattled on for way far to long.

If I don't get back on before Monday I hope you all have a great Friday and weekend!!!!!

Arizona SHOULD NOT be Humid

OMG what the hell??? Arizona isn't humid, we are renowned for "it's a dry heat" I like my dry heat. I don't do humidity to well.

It's been rather humid this summer for the past month or so. Up in it's 20's or 30's for Arizona that's major bad. We are dying if it goes into it's teens. Then there was yesterday. We got up in the 50's with the humidity yesterday. ahhhhhhhhh it was torture. It started thundering about 5 last night, and we though oh great just a thunder storm, no rain. They drive the humidity up. But by about 9 last night it opened up with rain, and rained until about 1 this morning. Then it got even more humid than it was yesterday.

You know it's miserable in that humidity with a swamp cooler, and Gigantor and I were up all night fidgeting, pissing each other off, cuz we were preventing the other one from sleeping. hahahahaha

Actual conversation between me and Gigantor two days ago. I called him on the cell phone.

G--Hey
(he always answers. HI HONEY)
ME--What do you mean hey??
G--just hey (real grumpy like)
me--what the hell is wrong with you??
G--Sorry I hurt
me--you hurt?? what do you mean you hurt??
G--my back is killing me
me--what did you do to it??
G--I don't know, I woke up and it was killing me and I went pee and it felt a bit better.
me--ummm honey that could be a kidney infection
G--I don't FUCKING get kidney infections!!!!
me--DON'T YELL AT ME fine just suffer then
G--It keeps getting real bad and then I'll go pee and it will ease up
me--so where is this pain??
G--it's not in my spine, it goes from side to side on my lower back
me--yup kidney infection
G--I TOLD YOU I DON'T GET THOSE!!!
me--okay dumb ass, suffer, but if it gets to bad, you might wanna buy a bottle of cranberry juice, or you can wait and I take you to the doctor in a day or two, when you can't stand anymore, you will miss work and they will put you on a bunch of antibiotics. But apparently I don't know what I'm talking about. SINCE YOU DON'T GET KIDNEY INFECTIONS!!!!

Then I hung up on him.

My man the E.M.T. That is so tough he decides he can never get hurt or sick. My man who I want to throttle because he won't take any medicine when he first gets sick or hurt and we end up in the doctors or hospitals. grrrrr

He came home later, with 4 yup count them 4 gallons of cranberry juice. hahahahaHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

He drank almost a gallon that first night, I laughed my ass off the entire time.

Next day, almost no pain!!
Two days later, no pain at all.

But remember he doesn't get those, and apparently I don't know what I'm talking about.

Have a good Wednesday everyone!!!!

I'm off to go drip somewhere, seeing as it's still way humid.

Whirlwind weekend

Wow what a weekend!!! We were go go going all weekend.

Friday I got up and stamped new avon books and wrote up a ton of receipts. Captain daddy came over and we ordered some stuff online. He slept and me and Kiddo watched the 2nd lord of the rings.

Gigantor came home with my avon and I pulled it all and put it in bags and stuff.

Saturday we got up and Gigantor went down town said he had to go without me. He then went back cuz they forgot to put something in his bag. He came home and left again. Him and Captain Daddy are plotting something for my birthday and they had to go do it.

When he came home we ate a late lunch then loaded up the suburban and went and delivered avon and avon books. Then we made some calls and went to aunt and uncles for a bbq. Uncles birthday was the 31st so he was having a "party". We ate and laughed. Then all the guys (a couple more showed up) played poker. Me, Kiddo, the Aunt and D all played electronic life. We got home late and was all very tired.

Early Sunday morning Gigantor got up and went and took a friend out to breakfast then they went to friends house and worked on the Suburban. Putting that motor back in the door so I can work my window (the one that's been broke for almost a year now) I was told it would take 2 hours maybe a touch more. At 5 hours I called up a bit pissy.

We were expecting a friend over to re teach us how to play Magic (the card game) This friend we shall call Noodle (Alekx will be the only one who knows why) We all used to be good friends, but his wife at the time caused some shit that made him choose her and not be friends with us for quite a while. After he broke up with her he was apologetic, but we told him it was all good, it wasn't his fault. We are glad we reconnected with him.

We used to play Magic alot!! We got out of it for quite a while, when the whole "friend" crap thing happened with his ex. But we kept all our cards. Well...people have been buying kiddo cards for holidays and we forgot how to play so we could never really play with him.

Anywhoo when Gigantor finally got home we ate some lunch then Noodle and D showed up and a friend of Noodles, and we all went over it and played some Magic. We started about 3:30 and finally didn't get a winner till almost 7:30 hahahaha It was really fun though.

As soon as Gigantor lost his life points he ran to the store and got some milk and a couple cheep steaks to throw on the bbq. We didn't eat dinner till 8:45. But we all had lots of fun.

Now just have to recuperate after the weekend.

Hope you all had a great weekend and have a wonderful Monday!!!!

And hope you land on your feet, not like that poor dog in the pic.

been a few days

OMG I love love love that picture!!!!!

I was gonna load up a picture of a super hero I made, but I'm obviously not smart enough to get it loaded big enough to my computer so that you all could see it.

As I sit here wondering what to write. Watching my cat with his back leg hiked up over his head, and cleaning his what not's. I realize that I have been the biggest bore lately. Even here at home.

Maybe I need more sex, maybe that will spice things up.

When Alekx was here we broke out the Electronic Life game she gave kiddo and started playing. That is like our new favorite game right now.

My rat dog decided she could fly and she leaped from the couch toward the love seat. Yup she missed. I'm not sure if she was actually hurt or more embarrassed at how hard we laughed at her.

She is way upset with us now too. When Alekx was here, Foxy was sleeping in the room with her. And when Alekx left, Foxy decided that the middle bedroom was a room just for her. She would get under the covers and everything, she even stopped sleeping with me. But now she is major upset, because I've gone to shutting the door during the day to try to wean her off the dam room.

Gigantor stalks around grumbling that the dam dog is so spoiled she even has her own room. hahahahahaha

Tomorrow we are going to deliver a shit load of avon and then go to a bbq at the aunt and uncles. It was uncles b-day on the 31st. So...should be good times.

I hope you all have a great weekend. I'll be around to see everyone.

Great Visit

Well we had a great visit. I missed my sister, it had been over a year since I had seen her last. It was really really good to see her.

We didn't do a whole hell of a lot though. Candle and Uppercase living party on tuesday. Played some games and took daddy to the doctor on wednesday. Thursday took dad to the eye doctor, played a board game with kiddo, did some prep work for a bbq, and got chinese food. Friday got ready for the bbq and had it, had a great time at it. Saturday, visited and goofed off most the day then went to the movies (The Dark Night) It was AWESOME!!!! Came home and ordered pizza and watched another movie. Sunday had a big breakfast all together, and took her to the airport.

It was a great visit though. Sometimes we plan lots of things and then we are all so tired that we end up snipping at each other. And we just did the laid back thing this time, and none of us got on each others nerves. Was very nice.

I've just been busy with avon and getting the last couple weeks of playing in for kiddo. He starts back school on the 12th. Earlier and earlier every year. I wish they had more time off. grrrrrrr

Oh well... Skinny K is coming over and I have some avon work to do. Plus I want to get around and see if I can catch up on blogs. Might take me a couple days, so have some patients.

Hope you all have a great Tuesday!!!!!

Will be MIA for a while

Well Alekx got in okay today, we had a nice party. We did a combination candle party and Upper Case Living, which is the vinyl decals that you can put absolutely anywhere, alot of people have them on their car windows.

We had such a good time. I should be able to get some freebies once the people finish ordering tomorrow. I'm excited. We got some I ordered in. I ordered some cows and pigs, (my kitchen is barnyard themed) to put on the backs of my chairs, and they put one cow and one pig on for a demonstration. They look so darn cute!!!!

We are taking Captain Daddy to a doctors appointment tomorrow, and eye appointment on Thursday, a bbq on friday, and who knows saturday. We also have to go to the bank and lumber store. So....we are gonna be busy with stuff and with visiting.

I probably won't get on to post or to visit to much till after Alekx goes home. She will be leaving on Sunday.

I hope you all have a great week!!!!!

A long Blink

Wow, I just realized I haven't been on all weekend.

Thank you all for your advice. We are gonna keep looking for a way to get out of debt. In the mean time I will just keep making my payments.

This weekend seemed busy as hell, yet we didn't do a whole hell of alot as far as weekends go.

Friday my avon came in and I had already written up my receipts, so we hurry and bagged it up and then took off to deliver and pass our books and invitations for the party I am doing on Tuesday.

We were out and about till almost 8, then came home and didn't want to find anything for dinner, so we ordered quizno's. They deliver. hehehehehe

Saturday Gigantor worked till about noon, he came home and we visited for a few, made some lunch then we went back to work. Me and kiddo watched a movie. Gigantor came home about 4, and we didn't do much of anything.

Sunday he went in to work, and was home at 9, then he ran to walmart (we had a big list, and it's to painful for me to walk around) He came home we put some stuff away, Captain Daddy came by, and Gigantor went back to work. He got off about 2:30 that day.

When he came home I fell asleep on the couch, I thought I had been asleep forever, and felt guilty but I was only asleep for an hour. We then got a munchie and watched some t.v. We did a couple things around the house. Then our friend D came over and we ate dinner and watched a movie The Brave One. It was okay.

It rained and rained last night and poor Kiddo and I could not sleep. 2 in the morning he was in my room complaining. I think it was the barometer or the humidity from the rain or something, cuz we could not sleep at all. He finally fell asleep about 3. I did about 5. I got up about 8:30 and kiddo about 8. So...yeah we should be dragging soon.

We are very excited. Alekx is gonna be here TOMORROW!!!!!! whoop whoop!!!!!

Okay I'm gonna go, we are gonna dust and vacuum. yay fun. hahahahaha

Have a good Monday everyone!!!!

Stupid ass Banks

Okay we got declined for the loan again. Even the ladies at the banks can't figure it out. They said we had A+ credit scores. We outright own three vehicles, (no payments on them) and we own land OWN IT!!! And nobody will give us a fucking loan. What the hell???

I'm so upset right now, cuz I really got my hopes up, they said they were sure we could get it. And it would have released us from so much stress and debt. The cosmos is fucking with me.

Even Gigantor is fucking with me. He had yesterday off (something about how a driver can't work 12 days in a row, and he has to work both sat and sun) So...we had made plans to do about 50 million things. Cleaning, watching a movie, going out to the lake. He left early in the morning to go "help" (yeah right he did all the work) a friend with a plumbing job (friend wasn't even around Gigantor did it all himself) He came home at after 2 in the afternoon. I was highly pissed. Entire day off wasted.

He got off early today, thought we might run to the lake. He went back to "help" the friend, came home grabbed some dinner, then ran out to a softball game. It's after 9 and he's still not home.

I'm so glad that Alekx won't care that my house is a disaster. hahhahahaha

I thought about asking Captain Daddy to co sign for that loan. But Gigantor had asked him once before, and he refused. I thought about begging, but I'm sorta irked that he refused before. Maybe I should just wallow in debt. grrrrrrrr

Okay I'm being way to pissy. Could it have anything to do with the cosmic crap on my head?? Could it be that aunt flo is visiting?? PROBA FUCKING BLY!!!!

On that note, have a good Friday everyone!!!!

I need to go buy me some booze. hahahahaha

I heart pumpkin cookies

I do, I heart pumpkin chocolate chip cookies. My mom used to get them every week, but I haven't had one in like 3 years. Gigantor got us some the other day. *insert warm fuzzies here*

Oh my gosh that picture is so wrong I would be saying OK WTF if I saw that too. hahahahaha

Not much happening here. Skinny K spent the night. Ate pizza last night and the boys had it for breakfast this morning.

Gigantor should be getting off early today. Gonna go turn in a loan application if he does. We are trying for an unsecured loan of 25 thousand. I know that's alot.

Well we had gotten in trouble with credit cards. When I had my surgeries, and infertility treatment, and back and forth to flagstaff, yes all this was 10 to 12 years ago, but we lived LIVED Off our credit cards. And we are still suffering from that.

We finally added them all up, and I think with the 25 tousand, I can pay off the three big one's, the 5 small one's and my hospital bill from my surgery last year. Yes, being unsecured it will be big payments, they told us like 686 a month, but with all the others, I added up the minimum payments and we are paying like about 800 or a bit more a month.

So...it would actually be saving us money. And the loan is only 4 year loan, so we could be out of debt in 4 years, instead of fricken 30 years like the credit cards will slam you with.

And no I won't be buying more. Those big cards have already been cut up. I do keep the lane bryant and roamans card, but that's only for getting me a bit of clothes once a year if I need them. (I don't fit in walmart clothes, so have to shop there)

Anyhow wish us luck, it would be nice to be able to breath again, instead of me shuffling bills the way I am, just so we can have groceries to eat.

You all have a good Tuesday, I have to go find out what that noise is coming from the boys room. I'm not sure I want to know. hehehehehe

Suburban woe's

OMGGGGGGGGGGG I love that dog. I want one. hahahahaha

Okay tried something new with the bugs. We decided to really look, see if we could find out more of where they were coming from. The little buggers are fast, and apparently they fly, much to my embarrassment, cuz they made me scream and run when I found out.

Before bed, we kept looking for them, and they were on the ceiling, we would kill them, and then found they were crawling more from out of the bathroom (all on the ceiling) So...I thought maybe they were coming in the vent on the roof where the bathroom fan vents out. So....we put a trash bag up there and duct taped it, so it was closed off. And I have been putting a Coleman bug light (the real big one) in the bathroom. So far so good.

On to the suburban. I hadn't driven it in like 2 weeks or so, didn't need to go anywhere. I kept telling Gigantor to start it up make sure the battery was doing okay, but he never did.

I went to get my nails done and the thing just went click click click. We had to jump it. So...for over a week I bugged Gigantor to go get a new battery and cables. He never did. We still had to jump in for the 4th of July, but the lights and everything were real weak. So...Saturday he goes down to Car Quest to get a battery and cables. They tell him it's a dealer only item they have to order it on monday, and he has to get the vin number.

He comes home and told me he checked all over and that's the only place. So....it takes him and his "work buddy" till Wednesday night to get a price so they can maybe order it (yeah I was fricken pissed) They said for a 60 month battery it would be 92 bucks and for the cables it would be 175. I about died.

So...he says "Want me have the order it" I say "What was the price again from Napa?" He says he never fricken checked. (yup I was fricken pissed again) I take down the information and call Napa the next day (I worked over 12 years at Napa I know a bit about parts)

I call Napa and they had a 65 month battery for 62 bucks. Ummm yeah that's a 30 dollar savings. Then they had cables for 47 for each, that is still better than 175. So...I told Gigantor and his "buddy" to bad so sad, we were going to napa. Well the cables weren't exactly right, so a guy named Mo I used to work with made the right one's. Mo is awesome at that. And we got a 20 dollar refund. I was much much happier.

This morning Gigantor was putting it all back together and as he was putting the cable on the starter, parts of the starter broke off. So...had to hunt the town for a starter. Found one....150 dollars. FUCK I ended up spending 300 anyway.

But, hey, my suburban is fixed now. And I have a lifetime warranty on the starter.
Now Gigantor is in the middle bedroom trying to get the window ac unit installed. We are making sure it's all nice and clean in there. Alekx is coming to visit on the 22nd. I don't know what room she wants yet, that one or Kiddo's but either way they both have to be all clean.

I hope you all are having a good and productive yet relaxing weekend. And I hope you all stay cool.

Have a good one everyone!!!

I hate bugs, I mean HATEEEEEEEE THEM!!!!

SNORT AND KASNARF!!!! That picture is funny. Poor kitty, looks like he's being tortured.

Okay to my title about hating bugs. Most of you all know I have this bug phobia thing. I mean it's pretty bad. They make me shake, sweat, puke, crap, cry and pass out all at the same time. hahahaha I can barely stand ladybugs, and that's cuz I like them. hahahaha

We have been having this problem with these little black beetles. I dunno, they are about as big as a couple grains of rice or something. And the suckers are fast fast fast crawlers. And if you take some tissue or something and try to squish one you have to use all your strength, they are fricken armor plated. They make a loud popping noise when you finally get them squished.

Well for some reason we got some sort of infestation of them in our bedroom and back bathroom. We kill a million and more just show up, we have no idea where they are coming from.

Well...you don't see them hardly at all. Until UN FUCKING TILL you get in bed!!!! Then the mother fuckers are on you. You bat one off your arm all squeamish, then one from your neck a while later. I've even killed on on my face. FUCK!!!!!! they are gonna give me a heart attack.

I mean we caulked around all the dam windows, we vacuumed every spare inch of the place and we have even taken out all our bedding every other day and shook the shit out of it, outside. And we are okay for a day, then we get attacked again.

I mean it's fine if your Gigantor and sleep through everything, but if your me, who hasn't slept well from the cough, then has this fear of the dam things, and then get crawled upon every night. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Night before last, I killed one on my arm. Then on my hand, then I thought, "my nails are glow in the dark, I wonder if that is attracting them" so now I'm fricken sleeping with my hands in fists, thumb tucked in and fingers down on the bed. Talk about hand cramps when I wake up. Then I killed one on my leg, and one on my hip, so the fuckers are getting down in the covers too.

Last night we re vacuumed, we shook out all the covers, I vacuumed the bed, and when I went in and got in bed, I found two on the ceiling, made gigantor get up and get them. He found one more and one on the wall, killed them. Half hour later, two more on the ceiling, he got up and got them. Then again two more.

Didn't find any more after that, and had a pretty quiet night. I have no idea what to do. I actually tried to spray the bed down in bug spray and I was gonna put some all over myself just to go to bed, but Gigantor wouldn't let me do either. Said it probably wouldn't be good for me to sleep in all that. hahahaha

As if it's fricken good for me to sleep in black beetles!!!??????

Wish us luck in getting them taken care of. *shudder/gag*

Hope you all have a good Thursday.

WAIT IS THAT SOMETHING CRAWLING ON MY BACK!!!!!????

Hot Tuesday

Now that is a rabbit I would like, that looks like an ewok gone wrong. hahahahaha

We had a nice day today. Kiddo went bowling with a friend that was fun. He had a blast. Skinny K's mom came over to get her avon and had to dissapoint kiddo, cuz Skinny K can't play for a while. His mom said and I quote "when he stops calling his mother a retard, then he can come play"

We ate some lunch and watched Hellboy. We watch a movie we own each day at lunch unless someone is over.

I rented a couple movies Night watch and Day Watch. It says it's a trilogy but the third one isn't out yet I guess. Night Watch was all in Russian and had subtitles but it was actually a pretty darn good movie.

uggghhhhh I'm gonna go, my dogs are pissing me the hell off.

Hope you all have a good Wednesday.

weekend aftermath.

That's how I feel, I slept so much this past weekend. hehehehee

Well the 4th sucked. Gigantor got up and was rude to me in the morning, and he knew how emotional I had been.

We were gonna go down to Skinny K's and do the party thing, and they canceled, asked me to keep Skinny K for the night. (they were fighting bad I guess)

So we had a crap load of food and had to find a place to go. Ended up on the golf course again. Ate and then Gigantor's sister showed up with all her family. The boys went off and played football for a couple hours.

When it was dark, Kiddo came back complaining that his stomach hurt really bad. It was from eating then going and running non stop in the heat I'm sure.

So...fireworks being my real emotional time cuz mom loved them. Gigantor snored through them and Kiddo complained and moaned the whole time. As we were packing up, Kiddo got sick and had to go puke in the bushes. Scared the crap out of Skinny K so he made us take him home.

I got home and felt worse than I did before we ever went anywhere. I was emotionally spent and upset with everyone.

That night I took a pain pill even if I was gonna get sick, cuz I was so hurting. I actually found a position and didn't cough at all that night. Gigantor woke me up at 10 apologizing all over the place about the day before. He said he was going to wal mart, and I said let me get up then. He said no your exhausted sleep till I get back. I slept in till almost noon.

We just sorta lazed around and watched a couple movies.

Today I was getting some good sleep again so slept till about 10:30. Got up and we did a few things, watched a movie and I kept falling asleep on the couch. I was pissing myself off I couldn't keep my eyes open.

Gigantor said to just rest, it was my body saying it had had enough of not sleep for three weeks and I needed it.

So...that was our boring ass weekend. Didn't get my suburban fixed, we have to order parts on Monday, so I won't be going anywhere for a week or so again. Didn't get the stuff Gigantor was supposed to get done, cuz he won't put down his fucking book, it's starting to piss me off, we got in an argument about it tonight.

I told him if he kept reading and not doing what he was supposed to be doing, then were were gonna fight in a big way. He wasn't happy with me. hahahaha dam men.

Okay I'm off, gonna go have a glass of milk and go to bed.

Have a good Monday everyone!!!!

Fireworks baby!!!

I really want to wish you all a very happy 4th of July!!!! I hope you all have some good food, and good fireworks and share it all with loved one's.

I'm having a hard time this year. The 4th is my mom's birthday. First two years after she died, I never had a problem on her birthday. For some reason, this year I am. I've been very weepy.

I still hold the tradition. On mom's birthday we would always get chicken (KFC cuz that's what mom loved) and we would get a watermelon and a cake. We would go out and eat and watch fireworks, and then eat cake and watermelon as the traffic dissipated. My uncle and aunt would always go too.

Gigantor and I decided to keep the tradition up. We still go get chicken (usually from a grocery store bakery cuz it's cheaper and not as greasy), a watermelon and cake. We still go watch fireworks.

The first year, my mother in law was in town and she went with us. It was sorta bitter sweet. The second year, we had our niece and her husband and Kiddo's cousin who is the same age as him. We had a real good time, I didn't think about any of the "missing her" stuff till fireworks started, then I cried a bit in the dark.

This year, I'm really feeling icky about it. I've been very weepy missing her this year. We are going over to skinny K's house. We are taking chicken and cake and his mom is getting soda and watermelon. You can see the fireworks from their house.

I keep trying to surround us with people, but when it's dark and the fireworks start, I think about how much mom loved them and ooohed and aaaahed at all of them with Kiddo. Then I cry, cuz I miss her so.

You all make extra sure you show and tell your love to those you love tomorrow, and have a great time. I'll be back soon. Have a great 4th everyone!!!!!

Feeling better and being tagged

Well I'm slowly starting to feel better. I am still coughing, but it's not like it was. I'm able to get some sleep during the night but it's still in a more upright position than laying down. But since I didn't do much but do up my avon order on the computer and watch a movie, I thought I would do a meme I was tagged with a while ago.

Miss Anne Well she tagged me. So here are the rules.

1. Link to the person who tagged you CHECK
2. Post the rules on your blog CHECK
3. Write 6 random things about yourself CHECK
4. Tag six random people at the end of your blog and link to them. Well I suck so I'm tagging everyone. hahahaa
5. Let each person know they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog. Ummmm no just look here. lol
6. Let your tagger know when your entry is up CHECK

6 Random things about me. Okay here goes.

1. From the age of about 6 I had wished my name was Diana, I was always gonna change it when I got older, then when princess Di came along it shattered my dreams. I didn't want people to think I was copying. Dam her!!!

2. I was born to be on a horse. I have owned 7 horses (not all at once) trained them and showed them (western not the wimpy english style) I beat out a couple world champs in their training season. I even trained other peoples horses for money, had work release from school and everything. I don't own any horses anymore, and it pains my heart not to have and ride them. (to dam expensive, and our livelihood was more important) and just recently I found the three ginourmous boxes full of my ribbons and tropheys.

3. My best friend had her two cousins come down from Utah to take me and her to the prom. We were so irritated at the boys in school and all the "clicks" We were not very popular. But her cousins saw what we were doing and played it up, like they were our boyfriends, and got pictures with us and danced every dance with us. I will remember it fondly forever. And everyone the next few weeks at school were so envious of us. It was great.

4. Still to this day I feel massive guilt if I sleep in past 9 in the morning. My mother always came and screamed and screamed at me if I was asleep even till 9. About how I was wasting my life away and I needed to get my lazy ass out of bed. She even did it when I was an adult, calling me up doing it. Still to this day if I sleep past 9 or 9:30 I feel so guilty it makes me miserable all day.

5. I have never ever owned a new piece of furniture or vehicle in my life. It's all either been hand me downs or yard sales. And the cars have all been used, bought from individuals, nothing from a dealer.

6. I used to write poetry, I have a "book" like thing with all of them neatly written in there. I submitted one to a contest place and they published it, but it was in books of poetry that looked more like encyclopedia's then what someone would want to read. I haven't written any in like gosh 15 years.

Okay so there are my random 6 things.

If ya do it let me know and I'll come see what you got.

Have a good Wednesday everyone!!!!

Waiting for names

It's very sad today as we wait for names from a bad crash.


Go look here Helicopter crash They had one thing wrong, and that the only survivor was a nurse on the classic helicopter not the other one.

Classic Helicopter is based out of Utah, but we know probably 30 or more people from here that work for them. Even Gigantor's mom was a dispatcher for them for a while.

Please keep your prayers out for their families. The actual place they crashed is the next town closest to us about 139 miles south of us.

Okay on to other news.

I've been doing my breathing treatments and taking that Tessalon pearl three times a day, and for two nights I've gotten some sleep. Praise all that is holy!!!!

Everyone is begining to suspect that I had a virus and some junk that was packed in the bottom of my lungs that was dry (for months, like since January) and it finally gave me the cough and with the breathing treatments I've been able to break it up more. I do feel more rattle ie in my chest but it's small amounts of coughing to clear it up. I'm still not gonna say I'm getting better, till I have about a week of getting better. Things tend to turn around on me and smack me in the face. hahahaha

So...hopefully by next week I can start my pain pills again. Gosh I've been hurting without them.

okay it's almost 7 here, so I'm gonna go we need to think about getting some dinner going.

Have a good Monday and Tuesday all!!!

Nails and Doctors what a combo.

As you can see I got my nails done today. Got my 4th of July groove on. As you can see most of them are the same but the middle finger. We just did that to be goofy and for me to keep showing it to Gigantor cuz he's an ass. lol

Look at my middle finger on the one on the bottom. It looks a bit crooked, well that's after the nail lady straightened it out for the picture. That is a finger I broke when I was 19 or 20, and nobody believed me when I said it was broke, so I didn't go to the doctor, and it's healed way crooked with a weird bump on it. (bone that poked out on the side of the first knuckle, it has a concave on the other side) Nice lady like feature huh??

After my nails Gigantor took me to the doctor. Cough is just as bad if not worse. I had the doctor and nurses completely stumped. They looked at everything. I think I was given every test but a rectal and pap smear. Then he said, Huh I have no idea. That was encouraging. So they went ahead and gave me a breathing treatment, just to see if anything would happen.

It made my blood ox go up like 2 points, but we all think that is because I'm probably having bronchial spasms from coughing so much and for so long. So he went ahead and prescribed some stuff for me to give myself breathing treatments, see if it helps at all. And he prescribed some Tessalon Pearls. I had them once before a long time ago, and they helped with coughing, so we will see.

He didn't issue any antibiotics, cuz I have no other symptoms or soreness or anything so it doesn't look bacterial. He said it's possible it's viral but he doesn't think so. On the slim chance it is viral since it's been way over 2 weeks there isn't anything they can do anyway. He told me that if the breathing treatments and pearls didn't help in 3 to 4 days, that I needed to come back and have chest x-rays. Great, just what I need 500 dollar deductible, and I have no money.

Oh and to top it off, my suburban wouldn't start today, just a clicking noise. I need a new battery and cables. But...I have no money. grrrrrrr

Okay I'm gonna go, it's almost dinner time here. Have a good weekend everyone!!!!

cough cough STILL!!!!

OoOo look out, scary baby panda is gonna scare you!!! rawr!!!!

hahahah that picture is so funny.

Well yeah I didn't post for a bit, my cough got much worse, and still is. I'm averaging about 2 hours sleep a night, in 10 minute increments.

I've tried everything, every remedy you guys gave me, every fricken thing over the counter, the doctor said they could give me cough syrup but it all has codeine in it and I'm allergic. I'm trying desperately to just ride it out. Kiddo had 4 weeks of it, and now it's gone. I'm on week 2. God I hope it eases up soon though, this is fricken killing me.

And it's a dry cough, I can breath fine, I'm not short of breath, my chest isn't tight doesn't hurt. It just keeps feeling like an irritation or tickle in the throat, which is what kiddo said his felt like too. But I get coughing so hard that I make this gagging noise, like the throw up noise. Tears running down my face and down both legs it's so bad. grrrrrr

Okay enough pissing and moaning. We had food for that bbq for 40 people, and then on that morning shit loads had to call and cancel, we had 7. So..yeah we have been eating the shit out of leftovers. Oh well...hopefully when Alekx is here we will have more for the bbq then.

Sunday we were gonna do some work around here and transplant a gazillion plants. Well I felt like crap with the coughing/ no sleep thing. So we ended up watching a bunch of movies. Daddy Day Camp (cute) Saw IV (not to bad) and three others that were older that Captain daddy had lent us.

Next in Netflix is The Lost Boys. I want Kiddo to see it before the new one comes out. Such a dam good movie.

OooOO I just finished the third book in a series I'm reading, I heard a 4th is out now, but I can't find it in this town, grrrrrr.

I just started the Twilight series too. OMG such good books, and the author is from Arizona whooohoooo go us. hahahahahaha

Well I just had to pay out a shit load of bills, then had to be revived with a defibrillator. Gahhhh I can't believe how much some shit is. And Gigantor wanted me to make sure to save a good 100 bucks or so for him to get some wood to start the skirting so he can start the fence soon. Ummmm I don't even have 100 pennies left in there, how am I supposed to find 100 bucks. aaaaaahhhhhhhh

We did get notice that our stimulus check will be in this weekend (or should be in) that will be nice we can spend it all in one weekend getting shit for the house. grrrrrrr I am gonna take a few bucks though and take Kiddo to the movie. It's gonna be Wall-E He really wanted to see Kung Fu Panda and I couldn't scrape together enough money, so I am definatly taking him to that.

Okay I'm out of here, I just wanna go sit on the couch see if I can catch a few minutes of sleep here and there.

Have a good Tuesday everyone!!!!

whooohooo cool air!!!!!

I gots me some cool air going here. We got the cooler and parts all in and hooked up and running. Spent all day yesterday on it, 5 trips to true value and the electrician called out again. I think after everything is said and done that new cooler didn't cost us 700 bucks it cost us about 1200. ahhhhhhhhhhh

That cough is no better, actually it's worse. I am now not only coughing all fricken night but most of the day too. It's really getting discouraging. The doctors have no fricken idea. And no cold of cough medicine works at all. I have to get up out of bed, and go sit on the potty. (yup it's coughing that hard and frequent) and it's coughing so hard there is gagging on the verge of throwing up.

It's the same dam cough Kiddo had. Now I know exactly how misserable he was. I'm hoping that it will clear up sooner than his did though. But if it's anything like his, I'm stuck with this crap for 3 to 4 weeks.

We are busy beavers today. We are having a huge bbq tomorrow, and Gigantor has to work both days of the weekend, so I'm making Kiddo help me out. He already vacuumed and stamped my avon books for me. I boiled eggs, and wrote up the receipts for when avon comes in. I still need to do up some mail, run some errands down town, and peel the eggs.

Then this evening the avon comes in and I need to pull it and do it up in it's sacks, then Gigantor is running to the store while I do that. After he gets back I need to cut up 1lb bacon and one large onion for the baked beans, and cut up one large onion and some dill pickles for the potato salad, and slice tomatoes (on the vine not the killer one's) and onion for the burgers.

Then tomorrow when he's at work, I can cook the bacon and onion and put it and the beans in the crock pot, and I can peel and cook the potato's and whip up that potato salad. And cut up some fruit. Gonna be a fun time!!!

Well I've coughed the whole time I'm typing this, so I'm going to go.

I know miss Anne tagged me so I have to get to that soon too. I haven't forgot.

Hope you all have a great Friday!!!!

What the Who????

I swear this summer has been so weird, odd, funky.

By the way I crack my ass up at that picture.

I was feeling much better, did the nice candle party, had baby back ribs for fathers day, and watched some movies. Then Sunday night I coughed all fricken night. I got 1/2 hour sleep. Monday I felt like I was catching a dam cold. Took meds all day. I did get some sleep last night, took a few meds today. But the wind started blowing and I started fricken coughing again. grrrrrrrr

Not much else new to report. I haven't been on the computer much so I haven't really gotten around to blogs. I've been sorta vegging and hanging out with the kid.

And of course folding laundry, melting in the heat, and doing some avon work.

We had decided we are gonna hold a bbq on saturday. And then a guy quit out at Gigantors work, so he has to work all weekend but we already invited people so guess who's gonna be doing all the stuff to get ready.

All I can say is my fricken cooler better be fixed by then. grrrr and double GRRRRRR

Okay that's all I really got, I'm going. Have a great Wednesday everyone!!!!

HA HA FOOLED YA I'm still alive!!!!

I hope there was at least some of you all that was wondering where I was at. hahahaha

I've been so busy it hasn't even been funny. Lets recap a bit

Wed night, my friend Tif, calls says they are in town with the U-haul (moved back here) and the thing is due back at 7 in the morning can we help them unload.

I make tons of phone calls but only find one other person to come help. We go over at about 5:20. Didn't get done unloaded it till 7:30 (it was already about half way unloaded, and we had about 7 people working on it. They went ahead and ordered some pizza to feed everyone. We ate and chatted for a few then went home around 9.

Thursday captain Daddy was over for a bit, and then Skinny K showed up to play with kiddo and spend the night. That afternoon Gigantor got off early cuz the guy to build our new ducting for the new cooler was supposed to be here between 3 and 4. Gigantor finally left at about 6 to grab us all some dinner. The guy showed up about 6:15. Luckily I'm not as dumb as I look or I wouldn't have known what to tell him to do.

Gigantor showed up right at the end to ask him a couple questions, then Gigantor left for his softball game. I didn't go watch cuz I had the boys and they wanted to stay here.

Thursday night at bed time, I got massive sick. Stomach was killing me, and I had it coming from both ends. Felt like when I got food poisoning that one time. I started pissing and moaning to Gigantor that I had "tomato death" from the pizza sauce. He wouldn't even sympathize with me.

I didn't sleep but maybe an hour in early morning, cuz my stomach hurt all night.

I finally got up, and thought, oh I feel pretty good, but after I got up, the pain started again. ahhhhhhh

Skinny K's mom came by about 10 in the morning to make an avon order, and an order for that candle party I was having and she picked up her son. We visited for a bit.

I didn't eat lunch or anything I felt like ass. Finally about 4:45 we got ready and took Kiddo to the doctor (check up, and other stuffs) He got one shot and 6 fricken perscriptions. We have antibiotic for the cough, stuff for his feet, stuff for his face, his regular nose spray, and stuff for the breathing machine we have.

We came home and whipped up dinner real fast. Homemade french onion soup and some chicken salad sandwiches. Captain daddy was over, it was early fathers day dinner, and that's what he wanted. Gave him and Gigantor their pressies and they really liked them.

We watched Bucket List, that was a dam good movie.

Today, got up, finished cleaning the house, cut up meat and cheese, put it on a platter, cut up a bunch of fruit, put it in a thing with some fruit dip, and made a couple olive and pickle trays.

Had my candle party. I didn't have a whole bunch of people show up, actually less than said they would, but I got enough sales so that I got 20 dollars off my stuff. So...I got 5 candles for 30 bucks, not to shabby.

I got a rose one, a jasmine one, one called apple orchard pear'adise, one called Love struck, and a Casaba melon sunset one.

Tomorrow we may do a bit of work in the yard, and maybe sorta crash out. It is now 5 minutes till 8 and we still haven't eaten dinner.

We are going to go do that.

Hope you all are having a great weekend and HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!!! too all you dads!!!!!!

Brain Farts=no title

This dog yoda picture goes perfect. I just spent the last two days watching episode 1,2 and 3 of star wars. hahahaha Haven't seen them in a while.

We watched Mad Money last night, that was a very funny/cute movie!!!

I have got to get out of this dam funk I am in. All the working my ass off, and nothing seeming to get done. Then I've been having alot of anxiety attacks here lately. I don't know why, but I have been.

It's been so weird. I won't hear from someone for about a week or so, and then I'm convinced that they hate me or are mad at me. I know it's just the time of year and everyone is really busy, but my brain is having a hard time accepting that. grrrrrrrr

I'm gonna be holding a candle party on Saturday. It doesn't help that three people that said "I will be there no matter what" have had to cancel. That doesn't help the dang anxiety attacks.

I did get some new candle books to hand out to them, and I was thumbing through, there are some new scents I can't wait to sniffle. One is called Pool Towel. I'm so curious about that one, cuz the only thing I can think it would smell like is a mixture of chlorine and sweat.

Know what irritates me?? When young punk ass jerks always ask for their birthday off from work. Now it's one thing when a person that has always worked their birthday asks for it off once in a while. But I mean the young 20 somethings that have to take a few days off for their birthday cuz they are gonna go party so hard and have a constant drunk for days. And we can't get lucky enough they give themselves alcohol poisoning and off their sorry butts!!!!

Okay yeah that was a sort of rant. Gigantor went in to ask for July 24 and 25th off cuz Alekx will be in town. Well...back in January JANUARY??? The fucking young punk ass that nobody likes there, put in for the 24th through 28th off, cuz it will be his birthday and he's gonna party solid all those days. What a dumb ass jerk. I mean we have family in, and he just wants to be drunk the whole time. grrrrrr

This is the same punk jerk that took 5 days around thanksgiving off. Gigantor and another co worker were gonna trade off days so each of them could have 3 days off, and spend it with family coming in town. But the young shit got his 5 in. In January again, and when asked what he did, he said he got drunk the whole time and did nothing and saw nobody.

So...these two other guys that had family in, couldn't spend any time with them, cuz the punk fuck wanted to be drunk. ahhhhhhhhhhh

Okay well that post turned into a bit of a rant.

I'm gonna go drink my coffee, and make a list of some shit I need from the store.

I need to go buy some stuff, we are doing a fathers day dinner with Captain Daddy on Friday (cuz he works sunday) and I need some munchies for the candle party.

Have a good Wednesday everyone!!!!

Holy cow I haven't posted in 4 days

Wow I didn't realize I hadn't posted in 4 days. We have been busy as heck.

Have you ever been real busy, and yeah you get a bunch of stuff done, but then on Monday it doesn't seem like you got anything done???

On Friday we had a nice dinner and watched the movie The Comebacks. That was funny, it's a spoof like the Scary movie movies. It's a spoof on sports movies. Then Gigantor went down to walmart to do some shopping, we needed some medicine for the kid, he's got a cold or something.

Saturday Gigantor got up and got busy working on putting in that new cooler. Only to find out that our ducting is to small, so we need to have some made. But...the only places that could make it were closed. grrrrr He's called one this morning, and they don't do it, gonna call the other. I don't know what we will do if we can't find someone.

Then he came in and as I was doing up all my avon and working on paying bills, he cleaned up some glass we had, that we wanted to display. And Captain Daddy came over for a while. While we were visiting, Gigantor got the last 3 boxes unpacked that we needed too.

We then went and paid bills and delivered avon. Picked up a gift card at the movie rental place. (We had forgot our friend D's birthday the weekend before) Had D over and we all got quizno's and had chocolate cake. Watched the new Jessica Alba movie---The Eye. That was sorta good.

Sunday Gigantor got up early and started working on a plumbing job. (had to run another water line and put in outdoor spigot) When I got up, we got some lunch and watched a tape we recorded. Then we did some of the 5 million dishes we had to do. Then Gigantor ran to the grocery store while I made out invitations for a candle party I'm gonna have next weekend.

When Gigantor came home he said he had to dig something else out by the water line and run some heat tape on them, so he went out and did that and I fricken fell asleep on the couch. grrrrr

Then we made some dinner and watched Meet the Spartans. My dad came in after buying that movie and says "THIS IS THE MOST DISGUSTING MOVIE I'VE EVER SEEN AND IT'S DAM NEAR PORNOGRAPHIC" So..we didn't let kiddo watch it till we did. We watched it and laughed our asses off. It's no different than any of the "scary movie" movies or "epic movie" it's the same kind of spoof and they all use sexual and bathroom humor. So..yeah maybe I'm a bad mom, but I'm letting the kid watch it today. I think Captain Daddy needs to get that corn cob out of his butt and stop being a jerk. But that's just me.

Anyhow, today has been filled with calling the a/c places to see if anyone can make the ducting we need, and I have some paper work to do, and I need to get some stuff mailed off.

I hope I make it around to all the blogs today, I've missed ya all

Have a good Monday everyone!!!!

Sniffing myself.

Oh my gosh that picture is so dang funny it makes me piddle. hehehehe

Yup that title is right, I keep sniffing myself. hahahaha
I got a new shower gel/ cooling moisture gel/ and lotion from avon, and the smell is so nice. It didn't come with a body spray so I keep having to put some lotion or cooling gel on. But I just keep sniffing myself, cuz I smells good. hehehehehe

Gigantor put steaks out to grill tonight!!! yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy I think he's doing it to be way nice. Because he joined a softball team even though we have way to much chit to get done. He did sorta compromise. He could have joined mens league and it would be games 3 nights a week all fricken summer. But he joined a co-ed team so it's only games on Thursdays. His first game is 9 tonight, and we probably aren't gonna go. I'm old and tired, and Kiddo has had this horrid cough. So...we will probably go to next weeks game.

Okay I'm gonna go back to sniffing myself, and read some blogs, I didn't make it around to read anybody yesterday.

Have a good Thursday everyone!!!

Wednesday??? Really???

Man I can't believe it's wed already.

I need that dust mop to come to life and dust my house. hahahahaha

Guess what bonus we got?? I got a call yesterday and the cooler was in. Wasn't supposed to be here till Thursday. BONUS!!!!

Of course it won't get hooked up till this weekend. Gigantor has been working longer hours.

Yesterday at lunch Kiddo and I watched The Borrowers. I hadn't seen that movie in years, and had forgotten what it was about. It was pretty good.

Last night we watched Dan in Real Life. That was a pretty darn cute movie. We enjoyed it.

Well I don't really have a whole hell of a lot to say today, so maybe I'll just go eat my popcorn, drink my coffee, and read blogs. hahahahah

Have a good Wednesday everyone!!!!

Back to our regularly scheduled Snarkiness

I'm done being whinie. It makes me depressed, and irritable. So....it's like I have PMS all the time.

I love the tinkerbell, kittie, snacker picture up there.

Well...not much more the police can do, no evidence, no proof, no nothing, so just a dam incident report.

Kawasaki doesn't make locking gas caps, so we aren't sure what we are gonna do.

Cooler is on order and should be here by Thursday.

We patched up holes in fence and rat dog hadn't gotten out in like 4 days. She was out again today. The shit head!!!!

Captain Daddy has been staying in a good mood, so that is nice.

I have been having a hard time sleeping, so then I sleep in in the morning, and then I feel like a bad mom for the day. grrrrrrr

We have been watching lots of movies since there is nothing on t.v. in the summer. Catching up on a ton that Captain Daddy had loaned us. And getting 3 to 6 netflix movies in in a week.

I think we may get a lake pass this year. You have to buy a yearly pass to go out to the lake (national park and all) And I love the lake and love to go swimming and stuff. But...with my leg, knee, hips, back, and weight problems it was really really hard to walk any distance. Hard?? hell it was impossible. And they only had one beach I could go to. Lone Rock beach. But we kept getting stuck in the deep sand, and that would cause me tons of anxiety.

All the other places you had to walk a good 1.2 mile to the beach or it was cliff areas and you had to hike. So...for a couple years we hadn't even bought a lake pass.

Gigantor found a road they built to a beach, a different beach that is more hard packed. And you can drive right up to the edge of the water. I so would love to go out to the lake once or 3 times a week. hehehehe

So...we are gonna buy a pass this weekend after payday and go check it out.

Okay well I'm gonna get out of here and see if I can find something to eat. I'm starving.

Have a good Tuesday everyone!!!!

When it rains it pours cosmic diahrea all over your head!!!!!

What in the SAM HELL ARE PEOPLE THINKING????

MOTHER FUCKER!!!!

Okay, so you know I was whining on the other post.

Well Gigantor goes outside 6 a.m. this morning cuz he had to go to work. He jumps on his 4 wheeler to notice it has no gas. He filled it up on Friday evening. And hadn't driven it since. He got looking at the footprints.

We had small footprints and some larger one's around it. And they led (in the dirt) to a guys house two doors down and went right in his yard.

Gigantor calls police. The guys punk kid and friend siphoned the gas out of his tank. They checked our other vehicles tanks, opened the doors, but we have locking gas caps.

Gigantor says he wants to press charges. Police say they don't have anything to go on. Gigantor yells at them that the foot prints lead right to the other yard, where the teenager has a record of doing stupid shit and being in trouble, couldn't they go talk to him at least. Police said they would investigate, Gigantor left for work. Police officer hasn't called us back yet.

Worst part, we really like the dad and step mom. They are nice people, now we have probably made enemies of them.

Also, how fucking stupid can you be. I mean go steal gas across town, where you won't leave a trail, or do something horrible to your neighbors, so it starts neighborhood wars.

I mean don't get me wrong I don't think they should steal at all, and I think they should get butt raped in jail to see how it feels to be royally screwed!!!!! But...they weren't even a tad smart. And I bet the police don't do a dam thing about it.

Pisses me the fuck off. And Gigantor is about 200 times more pissed than me. He wants to call the kids dad, and I told him no, until we find out what's going on with the police. And that I don't wanna have to bail him out of jail.

Now I'm worried this stupid ass punk kid and his friends are gonna start vandalizing my stuff, and or tormenting my dogs. Scares the shit out of me. I guess I couldn't get lucky enough for him to go live with his mom or end up in jail for a really long time huh??

Hope you all are having a much better Sunday than ours started out as.

Update: Talked with those neighbors, it really wasn't them, they even came and looked at prints, and helped walk around neighborhood, found where they were in other yards, and found where they were alot then going into a house. Waiting to talk to the Police officer again. Bad part, it looks like it's the kids of one of Gigantor's co workers. One kid who hates Kiddo for no apparent reason and who has been in trouble tons, and who keeps targeting Kiddo for stuff.

Just sorta glad it's not the neighbors though. *sigh of relief there.*